I did something BIG today. I attempted to go for a run.
I lost all of my pregnancy weight and then a couple pounds, but things don't look exactly like they used to.
I'm like, thin fat.
So, it is time for me to stop losing weight and start tightening the squishy stuff.
Ugh.
Ugh.
I ran for about 4 minutes before I almost turned onto vomit lane. Then I just walked and felt awful about myself.
I totally pumped myself for this too.
I actually took... "before pictures."
I am dumb.
I won't actually post my "before pictures" (unless anyone wants to see how stupid i am) because I am embarrassed of myself.
Not embarrassed of how I look, but embarrassed that I actually took before pictures, like the nerd I am.
Back in my early pregnancy days Justin got on this P90X kick and had me take several "before pictures" of him flexing in every which way.
Then he did P90X for a week before he called it quits.
I should probably post his pictures.
They are funny. Not because he's funny looking, but because they are pictures of Justin trying to make himself look fat. I think he is pushing his belly out.
I need to stop taking pictures of myself like I am on America's Next Top Model when Evelyn is sleeping and clean instead.
I think I have ADHD. I can't seem to do anything with out being distracted by a new thing every few seconds.
Why am I talking about this now?
Have you tried the "couch to 5k" running schedule for beginners? I've used it in the past when I wanted to get back into running...it works pretty well. I am thinking I am going to try it in the spring...when it's a little warmer outside. And I know what you mean about the whole body thing. I've lost the weight, too, but my body definitely looks different. It's squishy in places where I don't want the squish! Ugh!
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